It's been a long time since I've been here.

I think that's a good thing, though.  Nobody reads this anymore.  It's a fresh start for this.  I would like to say the same for pretty much my entire life at this point but it never is.  Something happens that makes me feel like things are going to be different than they were before but somehow life always comes back around in the same fashion it was before.  I think that's the kind of thing you blame on yourself.

A lot has happened over the past three years, too much to cover in one entry.  So how about the short version?

I'm no longer with Jessi.  I think that's about where this blog left off, me with her.  Not anymore.  I worked in Aberdeen for a little more than three months and met somebody who showed me that couples don't have to argue all the time.  Jessi and I had gotten to that point, so I broke it off with her.  Dated a girl named Angela.  Then Alli.  Then Sarah.  Then Alli again.

Allison has been the one for the past two years.  Sort of, anyways.  We're currently not really together.  Long story short, her and I went through a bunch of shit.  In fact, we've gone through a bunch of shit throughout the course of our entire relationship and it's really unbelievable that we're still trying to work through things.  Crazy to think that I thought she was the one I was going to marry a few months ago and now we're not really together.  We're exclusive but not together, does that even make sense?  She kissed another man.  I left her, took everything, then slept with an ex.  Funny how things turn out.

I don't work at Wal-Mart anymore.  I'm at Rent-A-Center now as an assistant manager.  I work fifty plus hours and make quite a bit more money because of it but somehow am just as broke.  Funny how that works, too, huh?

I'm also a radio DJ on 94.5 KCFS right here in Sioux Falls.  I play music and occasionally have guests on my show every Wednesday night from 9PM - 12AM.  It's fun but I'm thinking about quitting.  I really want to enjoy this summer and that's harder to do when I'm using up an entire night at the station.

In any case, life is basically the same, just different faces and places.  Things never seem to change, even after three years I'm still the same Timothy.

Maybe someday I'll turn into somebody else, but until then you're stuck with me.

Peace.